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2004-09-19 .....9:50 a.m......Boozooka Joe
im not straight edge. when I am sad, I am depressed. when I am happy, I am depressed. I am running out of things to be... I want to change my life. I almost wish that more of the things im doing I could easily step back from. I want to grow more spiritually. I want to live alone. I want to be self sustaining. I want to create my own air and breathe. Wait did I just say that, that silly Galen. I want to be a different person. I want to not remember my past and learn its lessons and move on but I guess if I am going to learn I cant forget. Yesterday: Went out in field service, the only thing I do that leaves me sick, then went to Lanis, then picked up Jeremy then picked up Lani, then went to Panera, ran into Jps girlfriend and her friend. then went to blockbuste, then went back to jeremys, then back to panera, then went to target, then attempted to actually do my job and go to our show. We never made it because Jeremys truck broke down. I love dissapointing the kids. Then we sat in front of jesse and tinas for a couple of hours then matt picked us up and took us to Jeremys, then Lani and I went to her house and ate sandwhiches and watched a movie with her parents. I came home, slept, and tried to forget it all seconds before i started writing this... |